I forgot how amazing and loving this community is. Makes me feel sorry I've abandoned you lovely folks.. I haven't visited the TRF in a long time, the XNALara community there seems to be quite dead. By the time of my absence everybody has gotten waaaayyyyy better than me, they should be the one making tutorials now, ha!
I had some personal problems over the winter this year, depressions, barely leaving the house etc. It was pretty bad and I didn't feel like creating anything really. That was when I died inside a bit. But since then things have finally gotten better. I'm short on time during this summer since I found myself a job, but I may revisit the ol' blender, make sure I don't forget it completely. Lara needs some more love.
So keep on making lovely art everyone, I may make some as well if I find the time to do so. I'll need to google it again, lol.